Book Review: Call It What You Want by Brandy Colbert
When I first picked up Call It What You Want by Brandy Colbert, I was immediately drawn in by its premise—an exploration of love, heartbreak, and the complexities of relationships. The captivating cover hinted at emotional depths, and I was curious about how Colbert would navigate these themes. Little did I know that this novel would challenge my perspectives on love and friendship, leaving me with mixed feelings long after the last page.
At the heart of Call It What You Want are Sloane and Ethan, two characters tangled in a complicated web of love and trauma. Sloane is a character I found both relatable and frustrating. She loves deeply, often giving Ethan multiple chances despite the heartbreak he causes her. Her determination to prove herself “more than enough” is heartbreaking and speaks volumes about the complexities of love—how sometimes, we cling to hope even when it seems misplaced. I couldn’t help but empathize with her internal struggle, as exemplified in the quote: “sometimes loving him feels I’m lingering in the doorway of his bedroom, waiting for him to let me in.” It was as if I was rooting for her, hoping she would finally prioritize her own well-being.
On the flip side, Ethan left me feeling cold. His actions, devoid of accountability, made it tough to connect with him or understand his motives. I found myself echoing Sloane’s frustrations: “he broke her heart three times, and each time she was willing to give him another try.” As much as I tried to understand his trauma, I wished he had communicated better, instead of oscillating between guilt and self-torture. Perhaps the most telling moment was when Sloane reflected, “I hate them for leaving him, but I hate them even more for making him feel like he isn’t deserving of being loved.” This complexity in Ethan’s character serves as an essential theme—but it often left me wanting more clarity and growth from him.
One character who shone brightly was Lauren, Sloane’s best friend. Her unwavering support provided a refreshing contrast to the chaotic relationship between Sloane and Ethan. I found myself wishing for a spin-off dedicated to her journey, as her wisdom and loyalty were truly admirable. After all, as she points out, “he’s your first love, so you’re never going to forget him,” a sentiment that resonates deeply for anyone who has experienced the bittersweet ache of young love.
Colbert’s writing is poignant, with vivid imagery and thoughtful character development. Pacing felt a bit uneven at times, especially in the middle where Sloane’s introspection overshadowed the plot momentum. However, I appreciated her ability to articulate the nuanced feelings that come with love and loss, especially in passages like: “we were lying in the same bed, but it felt like we were hundreds of miles apart.” This captures the essence of emotional distancing beautifully.
In conclusion, would I recommend Call It What You Want? Yes, but with caveats. If you find yourself resonating with themes of situationships or have navigated similar emotional landscapes, this book could serve as a mirror for your experiences. For those seeking a straightforward romance or a fast-paced plot, it may not be the ideal match. Nevertheless, the depth of Sloane’s conflict and her journey of self-discovery left an impact on me. It’s a reminder that love, while often intoxicating, can also be a path to greater self-awareness—and that sometimes, it’s okay to step back and reassess what we truly deserve.
Happy reading, and may your next book journey be as thought-provoking as this one!